Tuesday, October 10, 2006
{ 7:59 AM }
one down, two more to go. while others only have one more paper to study for, i've got two. like..wth. sometimes i wonder why i'm studying music at all. why? is there a reason? ok..for appreciation purposes? or what? improve our wen2 hua4 xiu1 yang3? hahaas. what a joke. i feel like a naughty girl right now. it's like you know that something is wrong, yet you want to do it. it's scary..but it's not as though i want to do it. you forced me. ok..i'm pushing all these faults to people who is not at fault at all. you are kept in the dark..it's wrong to do this to you. i know, yet i'm doing it. what a double sinner i am. there are no darker sins than doing something that you know you cannot do. here, i wish to say a big big sorry..it's not nice to lie you know? it's hurts me a lot..a lot..the pain is killing me. i'm sorry..so sorry..SORRY! although i know you'll never get to see this page after all..but i just want to say that i'm sorry:] forgive me..but i hope you'll never know about all these..ok. i'm a villain. i know, and i'm proud of it. as said by don john, but hey! i'm not proud of it ok? i'm sad..understand?? hahaas..i'm mad le lar..tml's e maths! must get an a..if not i'll knock myself onto the wall..the radian mode incident almost made me do that..on the verge like. hello! this thing is caused by my carelessness..i ought to pay back by doing my remaining papers well..may everyone get a A for their e maths(: good luck peeps!